Wednesday, 30 March 2016


Is it normal for a person to feel depressed 24/7?
Is it okay to feel like you're not worth it
Is it fine to act like there's nothing bothering you when the truth is everything seems offside?
I am a kind of person that is reluctant to share my feelings. To be honest, I feel a little bit depressed for the past couple of days (technically a week now) and I can't seem to pull my shit together.

I have needs and I have wants. And it is hard for me to priorities myself because no one seems to get it. I dont want to burden other people with my mess, I need to clean up my slate alone. In order to do that, I need to find out what the fuck is wrong with me. I need a self reflection of myself. But I'm too tired of all this bullshit(S). Can I be happy, like really happy for once?

First of all I am so sorry for not updating as I promised but assignments are up and test are coming soon. Basically I am super busy with university and also my social life as well. I am not good at managing things and time. I really really really need to work on that. I am way past behind my due date and it is killing me but Korean drama is far more interesting than doing my assignment. So I'm fucked.

Tuesday, 15 March 2016

Free-Falling by The Writing Nomad


I am very vulnerable. In times like this, I need something to express how I feel. 

I was scrolling my Instagram and suddenly an update from a friend of mine, Izzat Tham was on. It was one of his poem again, so I read it. The more I recite the poem (in my heart), the more relate-able it was to my current situation. Immediately, I asked for a softcopy. 

I have a few update going on in my mind and I'm going to post it somewhere around this week but as for now, I'm enjoying this piece by The Writing Nomad. 

The Writing Nomad by Izzat Tham also accept request for poetry writing and also freelance writing. Check out his Instagram for more of his work.  


p.s: Poem can be a new gift idea. There is something about poem that is sexy.