I'll be 20 in about four more months and I have certain expectations that I list out in my mind. Because sometime I need some make believe day dreaming could cheer up my day.
And here it goes:
1. Be comfortable in my own skin.
I should really start working out, I'm really jealous of people that can shop everywhere they want and got themselves some really good deal and pretty things. While I had to shop in a freaking department store, my friends are practically trying every outfit there is in H&M, Cotton On and Esprit. I don't need to be skinny, I just need to shed away some fat so semester 2 will be the start of something new before my birthday. I expect to lose 20 kilos before 22nd of June, so I can buy myself something nice.
2. Real friends are diamonds.
So basically I need to redefined my social circle and list down who should stay and ought to leave with their bullshits. Making friends is hard for me and indeed I am not a good friend, I admit that. Because sometime, I just feel left out from everything.
3. Enjoy life as it.
Since I'm about to enter my 20. I should start enjoy life more and stop being such an antisocial and look around for stuffs on my phone. I need to just live the life and be grateful about everything. Be more optimistic instead of a pessimistic.
Well, I guess that is all my current expectations or basically goals. Tehee.Till then party people.
